Monday, January 26, 2009

Higher Vibrations

Lots has happened in the last week or so. Progress is being made on the collaborative website that I'm creating with amazing people! We're getting articles together, working on format, planning out our roles, gathering affiliate links that make sense, and working together to plan combo offerings for healings, readings and attunements. Also, the group is getting to know each other by sharing information and energy with each other and it's a beautiful thing. Hopefully, there will be a launch soon, but it's a big process right now.

I recently purchased the domain and I'm excited about setting it up to be the place where my healing, attunement, tutorial, and channeled readings can be ordered, and this blog will be just what it is - my blog. So stay tuned. The change should be seamless when it happens.

I had a healing last week from one of the people I'm working on the new collaborative website with, Ken Stone. He is a natural ability healer - he has no formal healing training or attunements, but the session with Ken was amazing and powerful. Ken is also a most gracious and caring person besides an amazing healer. But the reason I'm mentioning this energy healing experience is that it changed me. Ken balanced my chakras, cleared my energy, and "tuned" everything. I felt fantastic - buzzing with energy, simply glowing. And then the buzzing became a kind of intense anxiety - a longing for something that I couldn't define. I was worried about it the next day and let Ken know. We talked again the day after that to try to sort it out. Ken noticed I was ungrounded. My energy was swirling up around my head. So we worked on grounding, pulling it back down to my feet, where it should be. But it kept happening, even a few minutes after repeating the grounding procedure.

We talked about the idea of surrendering to the flow of things and not getting anxious about the process. He walked me through a guided meditation. I imagined being in a pool, floating, a nice summer day, nowhere I had to be. It was good. Surrender is hard for me because I'm very directed and know what I want to happen, yet I'm impatient. Surrendering involves letting go of the when and trusting it will happen. In fact, you have to even be grateful for knowing that you will receive what you want, and that part takes lots of trust. So that was good for my meditation practice. But the anxiety continued.

The only time I haven't been feeling anxious is during any energy work or meditation. So I've been seeking energy experiences by offering free Reiki in the evening to people on Twitter, letting the energy flow to a dozen people in 30 minutes time. (They all felt it.) And I've been doing attunements as scheduled, really glad for each opportunity to connect with energy. Plus, I've been meditating. Anything I can do to stay connected at regular intervals with the flow of the energy. It's become a driving need, and rather alarming.

With the help of my intuitive friends Cher and Connie, we figured out what's happening with me. I'm going through an ascension. My guidance said (through Cher's channeled connection) that my true calling is to be a healer and a teacher. That's the pull I'm feeling. It's the recognition of myself as a light being and a longing to return to being connected to the spiritual energy source. My body feels anxiety when my soul is struggling to go upward. So that's why this is happening to me. (It's nothing I would have pictured two years ago ever happening to me, or even two weeks ago for that matter). I need to be doing more energy work. I am in a new process of awakening. Connie tells me to hang on for another week to get through it. My body needs to adjust to this new vibration in my energy and the anxiety will subside and I'll have a higher level of awareness, vision and strength in the energy work I'm doing. I'm excited, in awe, inspired, and on some level validated that the work I've been involved with has been for a reason. I've been spiritually guided. Like Reiki. But this time, it's been guiding me.

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MysticMoon said...

Have you tried using crystals to ground yourself?? I know I must always wear hematite myself when I am not doing healings or attunements. Without it I feel exactly the same way you do. It almost makes feel physically ill. Try it! You might be surprised by the difference! Remember to cleanse it before wearing it though =)

Tamara (TC) said...

I could have written this post. I woke this morning feeling anxious and could not figure out why at first. Then I realized that it is because of so much change in my whole way of feeling and being that is happening right now. I am being guided to live from my heart and not my head and to share that lesson. My need to connect to spirit is becoming stronger each day. As I sat down to journal and try to understand what was up this morning, I realized I had moved back into my head instead of my heart. I pulled the energy back down and it isn't staying. I am going to try some things in your post and see if that helps. Sorry to ramble on this post just struck a real cord today!

My Autism Insights said...

What an amazing experience you're having! I can relate to that anxious/heady feeling because of how ungrounded I was after my first attunement. Looking forward to hearing how this progresses for you!

Alice Langholt said...

MysticMoon, Tamara, and M.A.I. - Thank you so much for your insights and comments on this post!

I have been carrying crystals, though they are to increase, not ground, my higher energy to help me through it. I think on some level I'll miss this when it's done.

Tamara, Thank you for sharing your experience. It's so good to know I'm not alone and good people understand and can relate. We'll keep in touch as we progress!

M.A.I. - always glad to have you here and also with me sharing your understanding of these new experiences.
Blessings to you all.

1L said...


I just sent you a DM, but I wanted to follow-up with a comment here. I am so excited and happy to read about what you're experiencing! It sounds really wonderful. I'm glad that you are finding support to help with your anxiety associated with the changes that you're going through.

I wanted to take a moment to thank-you again for the wonderful channeling that you gave me a couple months ago. I'm still working to process the information shared, but appreciate it so much.

Light to you.

IR said...

What a beautiful blog post expressing your journey.

I can totally relate to that ungrounded feeling.

This is what happened to me when I first began to read and learn about Reiki, on my own, and had a spontaneous Reiki healing.

Afterward I was buzzing and high.... super excited feeling as if I was going to fly away.

Only at the time I did not have any exterior support.

Can not even tell you how I managed through it but I did.

My session with Ken was also very moving and has left me feeling lighter and more capable.

Love and light my beautiful sister!

Anonymous said...

Alice...WOW!!! I know that Ascension feeling. Having left my body several times already, plus being an empath, intuitive, and having the kundalini awakening, not to mention life's stress, lol, we all know that. Mystic Moon mentioned hematite, oh man, I was wearing hematite at my Uncle's funeral and it was a beautiful butterfly necklace, the butterfly was hematite and so were the beads, solid, when I went to view his casket, I was so full of the energies surrounding me, (being an empath made it more intense) the hematite bursted everywhere, all over the floor, and some even went into the coffin with my uncle. I cried and cried. Anyhow, whew, the anxiety thing is never easy, especially when it comes to Ascension or the kundalini. I'm sending you some reiki. Congratulations on your new found friends and success. I wish you well and all the bestest blessings.
Sat Nam, ~(-_-)~

Alice Langholt said...

Michelle, IL & Piper,

So great to hear from you and thank you for shared experiences and encouragement. It's good to know I'm not alone in all of this and that there are people who relate to what I'm experiencing.

I started from having no intuitive abilities at all and have come a long way. So it's all new to me and it's good to be in the company of those more experienced, and those who are where I am.

Peace & Light,

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